Theater meeting tonight.

So happy today, the theater is starting up today. And i have some work to do before the meeting tonight. So its time for me to me alot creative. :) This is gonna be so nice.

And in 2 days do i start training Karate again alot more happy. :) Im so back in business again.

And next week does my school start also.
I have alot going on now, and im happy about it.

Tomorrow do i get my livingroom stuff and my new bed. This cant be better.

Atm im a lissen on some music and trying to wake up with some coffee, then its time to do some theater work.


I know i havent typed that often for a while now but i have been down in a black hole for a few weeks. I have had some problems and being depressed. But im back in the saddle and im about to get better.

well i guess its time for some theater work. here is an old picture from over 3 years ago when i was in the theater group before i moved down to my ex and stoped with theaer and music. One of my misstake, i will never stop with music or theater again for anyone. =)

Its me in the baby suit

Lily - got you!

Feelings

Im gonna write about stuff i normaly dosent write about. How i feel and so on.

I really dont know how i feel atm, i dont want to feel. To much will catch up with me if i feel everything at the same time and i dont want to hit that wall of emotions and brake down. Somedays i just dont want to feel anything and being with myself and my dog and not think of anyone or anything else.
7 juni 2014 did a friend of mine died and in august same year was the funeral for her. I havent really morn her until now. I couldnt believe that she was gone. so i have closed my feelings today and im just ride on the wave.

I have had a hell of a month with feelings and depression and i dont know alot. So this is my way to get back to myself. Closing myself for a day to be stronger tomorrow and deal with what i have to. Well technically have i closed myself the whole month. i have done stuff just to not be able to think or stoped to start think.

Oh speaking of doing stuff next week is everything starting again.
The theater, karate and stuff im doing.

Happy me.

Well

Over and out

~
Lily

Creativemode

Today did i allmost finnish the song and tomorrow will it be studio time. was a long time ago i was there now. Some music work on going. :) Awesome like hell. This weekend is all about crativemode. Theater weekend. Its gonna be nice. and sunday is all about Blues and rock'n'roll.

So its all about crative now for a few days. Im so loving my life atm. :)

Now you know my happyness so im out.

Over and out

~Lily

Words are running around each other.

so damn unfocus today. Trying to get something done but i cant. Just sitting here in the bed thinking and thinking and nothing gets done. Trying to get a new song lyrics done but i cant get there. Trying to make an theater text but nothing there either. Trying to compose something here but it will only get confused and the words will only run around each other so im gonna stop. This is just an typical creative day for me. :p


Over and out

~ Lily

Augusti a month where it happens alot.

There is so much that is happening this month.
Everything from my sisters child is getting a name to school is starting.
Why does everything have to happen the same month after the summer? :P
I bet all mothers and fathers out there is stressed this month, fixing for the school start, all the group activities for the kids, maybe new schools for some kids. Alot to do this month not only for me.

I dont really know what to type anymore. :P i had a plan but that just jump out from my head and run away. :P So i leave you now with the dates where im busy on this month. I bet it will be more dates later on but that is whats up atm. Im looking forward to start to train karate again was a couple of years but i was listed for the national team for my age group. So im gonna take back whats mine. A place in the team.

Dates:
8 Aug: baptism. My niece is getting her name. :)
14-16 Aug: Theater weekend with the theater group.
25 Aug: My Karate is starting up after the summer
29 Aug: invited to a concert
31 Aug: My school is starting



Have a nice day.
Over and out

~Lily

many thoughts

I'm sitting at work and wonder about life. I'm working on a hospital so I see much. Atm am I thinking about the brain and how it works. I mean when you get old and you forget your children or grand children. You don't know what day it is or what year. You think you are going to work or asking after your father that has been dead for ages. That's just so sad, what happens with the brain when you get old. It's fascinated how the brain work. So many questions but so little answers. Everyone can get alziemers or any other illness like that but there is so little answers about why and how to stop it to happen. I'm gonna start study about this in the end of this month and that is gonna be so much fun. To get to know more, but the funny thing is there isnt so much about it, I think I will start study the brain, I want to know what's happen.
I have been working with people with this problems for years now and I think its sad both for the person and the relative to this person. One day they doesn't know anything and the next they can be perfectly fine. The most fascinated with all this is that they go back to be kids again. Why does that happen? Like I said so many questions so little answers.

I'm working mostly nights atm, starting 9pm and ending 7 am in the morning. I'm home around 8-10am depending on what day in working. I don't have the driving license yet so I have to wait for buses and so on. Today are my friend Chilli out on flirting.missions and I will get a fully report from him later and I will type about what he has done and how it has gone for him. :) I hope I can make a flirt blog soon again for you. Well gonna do what I'm best on atm. Doing my job. Have a nice day and night.

over and out

~ Lily