Så mycket kärlek!

Nu är denna artikel några år gammal men den är så fin. Den suger verkligen tag i ens hjärta. Jag satt med gåshud och tårar i ögonen genom hela när jag satt och läste den. Jag vet hur mycket "internet vänner" kan påverka en och bli en del av ens "familj" Och jag känner igen mig i många utav historierna som kommer ut om folk som finner sin verklighet i spel, på scen eller i musiken. Man kan vara någon annan och leva ut sina egna drömmar, som i den här historien om en kille som hade en ovanlig sjukdom som gjorde att hans muskler förtvinade och han hamnar i rullstol. Han börjar gamea som sitt fritidsintresse istället för sport som alla andra i hans ålder. I spelet så är han är runner, en karaktär som springer mycket, för där kan han springa. Han blir en del av en guild/flock i spelet och där kommer han att få så många fina vänner och bundsförvanter som finns där för honom och inte dömer honom, och han finns där för dom.
Helt klart värt att läsa berättelsen om mats, så otroligt starkt. Jag finner inga ord för hur mycket kärlek som kan finnas mellan människor på olika håll bakom en skärm.
Låt alla vara den som dom är och ingenting annat. Och ha en uppgörelse om hur du ska kunna kontakta internetvännerna om någonting skulle hända.
Så mycket kärlek och sorg i en och samma berättelse, jag är helt tom på ord.

Sänder en hel massa kärlek till alla. 💗
Ta hand om varandra!


Over and out

~ Lily

fibromyalgia, my love and work!

Im cursed. i dont have it on paper yet but i'm apparently have fibromyalgia. And it suckes to be honest. im always tired, always pain in my body, i got easily tired when i do something like fixing in the apartment or something like that. I forget stuff some days and my eyes get foggy now and then.

Its an curse to have this, i wouldnt give it to my worse enemy. It really sucks.
I have good days and bad days and now sense i started my new work i only have had bad days mostly. All i want to do is sleep. sleep and sleep. Im trying to be up and do stuff anyway cuz i cant be laying in bed all days. Im happy that i have my wonderful dog that i can spend time with and be out with. Some ppl get puched away even thou i dont want to puch them away.

Speaking of work, now are we starting to update our server to 8.1 so we have alot to do.
Fixing the plugins for that version, rebuild the world we had but this time i think it will be more amazing. we can do so mush more in 8.1 then we could before. :)


Over and out
~ Lily

I bit everywhere again.

Now is everything done with my Ex and i have got my beautiful Dog back. My Beautiful Chihuahua.

Im now living with myself and my dog for now, waiting for my wonderful boyfriend coming over from chicago to live with me. <3 Otherwise i got in on collage here in sweden im gonna specialize as an nurse assistance. So i have 2 years of studying infornt of me now. =)
Im trying to put together an other flirt blog but me and my friend Chilli hasnt been out to try some of them out cuz he has been working his ass off these months. =) 

Im back at owner on the server www.pixelnexus.net to join the website and mc.pixelnexus.net to join the game. Its and minecraft pixelmon server version 3.4.

Well im gonna go now and do some stuff before i go over to my sister to cuddle with the kids. <3

Have a nice days. <3

Abit here and there!

Blah, i dont have a pc for atleast a week. That dosen't feel good at all. Well you can find me on the servers website or on skype if u need any help on the server. =) Speaking of nothing, tomorrow is monday and monday means payout. and it also means that they are comming to pick up my pc for service.

otherwise will i just sitt here and miss my beloved pc. :P i might put together something for an other flirt blog im thinking of doing an own blog for that so it dosent get confused with the gaming, music and theaters im writing about here too, im not sure yet what to do. What do you think? should i make an new blog for the flirting part or stay like this? and if i do an other blog for it what should i name it? pls give me some options. =)

Yesterday did sweden win the Eurovision song contest 2015. Congratulation Måns Zelmerlöw. The song heroes is a really good song about how we should be the heroes for our children and all the kids out there. every kid deserve a rolemodel. Eurovision song contest 2016 will be in sweden, good job Måns, u took back the title to us. ;) The wuestion everyone wants to know now is where will it be held? Stockholm, göteborg or malmö? that is an question we will get an answer on later i guess. Looking forward to have eurovison in sweden again.

it feels good that the summer is allmost here now, the sun is shining and people have started to walk around in shorts and playing soccer outside my window. it will be nice to walk around in the sun and just chillout, especially by the beach. the days of feel good is here.

An other song has been added to my notebook. I wrote an other one yesterday when i was sitting on the balcony enjoying the first days of summer. im trying to keep up fixing music for them but it dosent semse like i can, the lyrics is just poping out from me so i have alot of songs but allmost no music for them atm. :P I guess that is an good thing then it will never be an end of it. :)

Well gonna go and chillout in the sun now and just wait for this week to end so i have a pc again. 

~Lily

PixelNexus is now open for buissnes

while i'm sitting here or rather lying here i can announce that the new server is up. =)
A pixelmon server 1.7.10 with the 3.9 update of pixelmon mod.
The website is still under construction but you can still join it and be there. =)
www.pixelnexus.net
The ip for joining the game is mc.pixelnexus.net
we also have a youtube channel named Pixelnexus.

Sadly i dont have a pc that can handel Minecraft atm until chili is comming over tomorrow with a pc for me i can borrow while mine is on service in germany. :( R.I.P my pc. So you wont see me for a day. but i will join u guys as soon as i can. But i wish that you guys will have fun even if im not there to welcome you. =)
So im saying welcome here insteed. =)

Join the fun at mc.pixelnexus.net

~Lily

The new server is soon up.

Moving everything from the old server to the new server now. =)

In a couple of hours will the new server be up. =)

Hope ill see some new faces on there. I realezes the Website for the server when the server is up.
The Ip will be on the websites forum so u easy can get it and join the fun with me. =)
Building amazing things and be part of something that will grow into something big.

Amazing staff that has worked day and night to get this server to get up and wounderful players that have been patiens with us and this moving. Thanks everyone. =)

Gonna keep on moving the last things now.

Over and out

~Lily

Gaming

Between the flirts on my blog i will put in something about Gaming.
Yeah ik this blog is about a little bit of this and alittle bit of that atm.
Im gonna move the flirt blog to an other later as soon as i have a good name for it. =)
You are welcome to give me name suggestions. =)

But back to my gaming.
My and my friends server is moving to an new Ip adress and a new website now. We had a minor problem so i had to redo some things of the website but its up and running now even thou we still are changing some stuff on the site. =) The new server will be open one of these days cuz we are moving everything from the old one to the new one so players dosent have to start all over again. =)
I like to mess around with designs and so on. I get to use my creative side, I have alot of that side. Everything i do is creative most of the time anyway. Music, theater, buildings on the server, Webdesigns, blogdesigns, drawing, writing, yeah i think you got it. :)

Well back to the webdesign so i have one lesser thing on my mind for today. =)

Over and out
~Lily