fibromyalgia, my love and work!

Im cursed. i dont have it on paper yet but i'm apparently have fibromyalgia. And it suckes to be honest. im always tired, always pain in my body, i got easily tired when i do something like fixing in the apartment or something like that. I forget stuff some days and my eyes get foggy now and then.

Its an curse to have this, i wouldnt give it to my worse enemy. It really sucks.
I have good days and bad days and now sense i started my new work i only have had bad days mostly. All i want to do is sleep. sleep and sleep. Im trying to be up and do stuff anyway cuz i cant be laying in bed all days. Im happy that i have my wonderful dog that i can spend time with and be out with. Some ppl get puched away even thou i dont want to puch them away.

Speaking of work, now are we starting to update our server to 8.1 so we have alot to do.
Fixing the plugins for that version, rebuild the world we had but this time i think it will be more amazing. we can do so mush more in 8.1 then we could before. :)


Over and out
~ Lily

I bit everywhere again.

Now is everything done with my Ex and i have got my beautiful Dog back. My Beautiful Chihuahua.

Im now living with myself and my dog for now, waiting for my wonderful boyfriend coming over from chicago to live with me. <3 Otherwise i got in on collage here in sweden im gonna specialize as an nurse assistance. So i have 2 years of studying infornt of me now. =)
Im trying to put together an other flirt blog but me and my friend Chilli hasnt been out to try some of them out cuz he has been working his ass off these months. =) 

Im back at owner on the server www.pixelnexus.net to join the website and mc.pixelnexus.net to join the game. Its and minecraft pixelmon server version 3.4.

Well im gonna go now and do some stuff before i go over to my sister to cuddle with the kids. <3

Have a nice days. <3

Abit here and there!

Blah, i dont have a pc for atleast a week. That dosen't feel good at all. Well you can find me on the servers website or on skype if u need any help on the server. =) Speaking of nothing, tomorrow is monday and monday means payout. and it also means that they are comming to pick up my pc for service.

otherwise will i just sitt here and miss my beloved pc. :P i might put together something for an other flirt blog im thinking of doing an own blog for that so it dosent get confused with the gaming, music and theaters im writing about here too, im not sure yet what to do. What do you think? should i make an new blog for the flirting part or stay like this? and if i do an other blog for it what should i name it? pls give me some options. =)

Yesterday did sweden win the Eurovision song contest 2015. Congratulation Måns Zelmerlöw. The song heroes is a really good song about how we should be the heroes for our children and all the kids out there. every kid deserve a rolemodel. Eurovision song contest 2016 will be in sweden, good job Måns, u took back the title to us. ;) The wuestion everyone wants to know now is where will it be held? Stockholm, göteborg or malmö? that is an question we will get an answer on later i guess. Looking forward to have eurovison in sweden again.

it feels good that the summer is allmost here now, the sun is shining and people have started to walk around in shorts and playing soccer outside my window. it will be nice to walk around in the sun and just chillout, especially by the beach. the days of feel good is here.

An other song has been added to my notebook. I wrote an other one yesterday when i was sitting on the balcony enjoying the first days of summer. im trying to keep up fixing music for them but it dosent semse like i can, the lyrics is just poping out from me so i have alot of songs but allmost no music for them atm. :P I guess that is an good thing then it will never be an end of it. :)

Well gonna go and chillout in the sun now and just wait for this week to end so i have a pc again. 

~Lily

PixelNexus is now open for buissnes

while i'm sitting here or rather lying here i can announce that the new server is up. =)
A pixelmon server 1.7.10 with the 3.9 update of pixelmon mod.
The website is still under construction but you can still join it and be there. =)
www.pixelnexus.net
The ip for joining the game is mc.pixelnexus.net
we also have a youtube channel named Pixelnexus.

Sadly i dont have a pc that can handel Minecraft atm until chili is comming over tomorrow with a pc for me i can borrow while mine is on service in germany. :( R.I.P my pc. So you wont see me for a day. but i will join u guys as soon as i can. But i wish that you guys will have fun even if im not there to welcome you. =)
So im saying welcome here insteed. =)

Join the fun at mc.pixelnexus.net

~Lily

The new server is soon up.

Moving everything from the old server to the new server now. =)

In a couple of hours will the new server be up. =)

Hope ill see some new faces on there. I realezes the Website for the server when the server is up.
The Ip will be on the websites forum so u easy can get it and join the fun with me. =)
Building amazing things and be part of something that will grow into something big.

Amazing staff that has worked day and night to get this server to get up and wounderful players that have been patiens with us and this moving. Thanks everyone. =)

Gonna keep on moving the last things now.

Over and out

~Lily

Gaming

Between the flirts on my blog i will put in something about Gaming.
Yeah ik this blog is about a little bit of this and alittle bit of that atm.
Im gonna move the flirt blog to an other later as soon as i have a good name for it. =)
You are welcome to give me name suggestions. =)

But back to my gaming.
My and my friends server is moving to an new Ip adress and a new website now. We had a minor problem so i had to redo some things of the website but its up and running now even thou we still are changing some stuff on the site. =) The new server will be open one of these days cuz we are moving everything from the old one to the new one so players dosent have to start all over again. =)
I like to mess around with designs and so on. I get to use my creative side, I have alot of that side. Everything i do is creative most of the time anyway. Music, theater, buildings on the server, Webdesigns, blogdesigns, drawing, writing, yeah i think you got it. :)

Well back to the webdesign so i have one lesser thing on my mind for today. =)

Over and out
~Lily

A new idea.

Me and my best Friend Pontus has started on an Blog idea, i will announce later what the idea is so this blog will not just be about my Minecraft server and myself anymore it will also be this idea me and my friend have. We just started to work on it today so i think the idea will come up here in a few days.

Im so excited that this is going to happen, and i hope alot of people will have use of it. 

I hope this will be good. =)

Well off to work on the idea now. =)

Over and out
~Lily

Minecraft

Speaking of my and my friends Minecraft server i found this video a couple of days ago now will i share it with you. This is one of my friends that is making this video for our server.

Minecraft server

New stuff going on on the server.

New stuff going on on my and my friends server. New website and new server ip.
Well the website is done we are just waiting on the rest. =)

Otherwise is it time for my xray for my back, going to do that tomorrow. Gonna be interesting to see the result, in a few days what can be wrong with my back. Well something has to be wrong sense my back is fucked up and hates me.

Well time to take care of the server.

~Lily

Relaxing... what is that?

When u are used to work your ass off its hard to cut the power off buttom and just do nothing for awile. But im starting to learn how to do it. You just cut off the lines that has with your work to do. Like im doing atm.

No Servertime for me for atleast 2 hour, No Music for atleast until tomorrow, Cutting of my phone so noone can call me and just keep my skype going so i can talk with my friends and being here on the blog doing nothing.

That is my way to relax abit and just taking care of myself.
People tells me regulary that im working to much. Maybe thay are right, im having an hard time saying No somedays. I need to start learn how to do that more often. I like to have alot to do but its starting to get to much, that why i might like to going with the boat and just relaxing to awsome shows with an beer and singing karaoke, its the only way to get away from the reality and just relaxing abit.

Well time to see a movie, i dont know what movie yet but i let you know if it was a good movie or not when i have choosen one and seen it. :P


~Lily

Somedays

Somedays are easier then others.
Somedays it feels so good to be single and just being me, doing what i want and be what i want.
Running around in my apartment playing my boybands i lissen to when i was younger and dance the day away. :P
Other days its sucks to be honest to be alone, No one to talk with or be with when u have boring.
Im happy i have my things i do, music, theater, my game server and movies.
i have allways something to do and that is nice. =)

Yesterday and today will i just be at home being on my game server with all the crazy ppl that is there and playing. Its has become an nice little community and i hope it ill grow to somwthing bigger. Well we have to wait and see what happens. for now its just an small community where everyone is like an family. =)