one mission complete, now the next one.

well this Day turned out to be pretty good even thou I haven't slept sense yesterday morning. :) sitting on the bus now about to go home from work. Around 11 am did a feel really tired but then I got some or alot of more stuff to do at work and I woke up again. :)

now to the next task of this day, keep myself up until at least 9 pm. That's gonna be a challenge. Lets hope its not mission impossible 5. :P lol yeah I did a movie reference. :) well I have 3 movies atm I haven't seen yet 2 with Jon bon jovi <3 and one with a Swedish comedian named Björn Gustavsson.

well I have misty to go out with a few time too before bed time so I think.... Maybe.... I can keep myself up for at least some hours. :)

well I'm gonna close my eyes on the bus its 45 mins before I have to go off. :)

over and out
~Lily

no sleep and off to work.

I could do anything for some sleep, but that have to wait to later tonight cuz i have to go to my bus in like 25-35 minutes.
My day.

05:00 - 05:15am  going to my bus
05:50                   my bus is going
06:35                   my bus is at my work
06:45                   im starting work

03:30pm              im ending work
04:00                   My bus home is going
04:50 - 05:00       Im having like 30 minutes walk home.
05:30                    home at last and out with my dog
06:00                    Trying to keep myself up for atleast 3-4 more hours.
08:00 - 09:00        Sleep at last.


Thats my day. Im gonna be so tired when i get home. have been up sense 9 am yesterday i couldnt sleep. :(
Well im gonna do the best of the situation like always and drick alot of coffee at work i hope it will be a calm dag at work today. Like Bonjovi is singing "I'll sleep when im dead"

Tell you guys later how it went at work being this tired. :)

Have a wonderful day.

Over and out

~Lily

fibromyalgia, my love and work!

Im cursed. i dont have it on paper yet but i'm apparently have fibromyalgia. And it suckes to be honest. im always tired, always pain in my body, i got easily tired when i do something like fixing in the apartment or something like that. I forget stuff some days and my eyes get foggy now and then.

Its an curse to have this, i wouldnt give it to my worse enemy. It really sucks.
I have good days and bad days and now sense i started my new work i only have had bad days mostly. All i want to do is sleep. sleep and sleep. Im trying to be up and do stuff anyway cuz i cant be laying in bed all days. Im happy that i have my wonderful dog that i can spend time with and be out with. Some ppl get puched away even thou i dont want to puch them away.

Speaking of work, now are we starting to update our server to 8.1 so we have alot to do.
Fixing the plugins for that version, rebuild the world we had but this time i think it will be more amazing. we can do so mush more in 8.1 then we could before. :)


Over and out
~ Lily

Exes can drive you crasy

Its hard to live your own life when you have your ex up in your ass as soon as you do something he doesn't like. If i want to change number and decide not to give him that new number cuz we never talks anyway then its up to me if i dont give him that. I don't see a point giving him that number sense we are not talking more then just when he is sending me the bill for the number i have now that is in his name, I'm happy that that number is out soon and that i will get my own number in my own name next week. He can deal with giving my best friend the bill so she can send a pic on the bill to me so i can pay it only once cuz that is what is left on the number i'm having now. ONE fucking time. You can deal with it.
Its no point calling me immature cuz i want to change number cuz i dont have connection everywhere up here on this number and i need connection so i don't miss any work time if they need me, i want to go to my sister and up to the theater but at this point i cant cuz i dont have connection and i can miss my work calling. So who is the immature around here?

I'm trying not to be angry or let my ex make me mad,sad, aggravated or something else but its hard when he is doing stuff like this. I'm so looking forward to get the new number and i don't have to deal with his text msgs any more, i mean he took me away fr om facebook, skype and you name it but he is gonna bitch about me changing number. Some ppl can make you irritated for no reason.

It had been better if you just let me live my life and do what i want with my number when i want it. Its my decision if i want to change number or not, and now have i decided to change so i can get work hours even if i'm at my sisters or anywhere else where i don't have connection on this number.

Time for something fun instead.
Next month do i start studying on collage here in sweden on distance and in the beginning of september do i start with my driving license. Its gonna be nice to start my studying again and take that damn license so i don't have to ask someone else to drive me if i need to go somewhere when the bus isnt going. :P
My life starting to be good again, soon will the theater start also and im looking forward to it. I have missed to be with the gang and have fun on stage. Its gonna be so much fun. :)

Well im gonna go and spend some time with my dog now, Have fun and take care.

Over and out
~Lily

All about work

im not looking forward to next week. :P Im working 5 out of 7 days. mostly mornings. i'm not a morning person. but what don't you do for work. :P Tomorrow do i have evening so my week starting off pretty good anyhow. :P But the rest of the week only mornings. well well that will work anyway. I love my new work, working on the hospital i was laying on a week ago. :P Pretty fun to be honest.

So today is all about my dog and just taking it easy so im not to tired tomorrow. =)

Havent been talking with my Friend Chili in awhile so i don't know anything new about the flirting study we where about to do. Well its summer and a lot of work for us summer worker/time worker when the others have vacation. I want to have 4 weeks of vacation as well and getting payed for it. :P That had been nice hadn't it? :P

well gonna be with my dog now and just chillaxe abit. :)

Hosptial and no stress.

Nothing is so fun as an Hospital visit. Was there for a couple of hours took like 51 tests, They took a lot of blood from me. :( They checked everything in my upper body sense i had so much pain in my Belly i couldn't stand up for to long. So now im sore in my arm after the needle and my finger after some other tests and my belly is going on and off on the pain. Will take a few days before the pain starting to go away and if it doesn't... Well an other visit on the hospital. Funny thing is thou i'm working there aswell. so i was laying on my work having my collages checking me. :P they have to do something for they payoff right? xD


Im having a nice moment now with my pain so that why i can sit here and type some, cuz as soon as the pain comes i cant sit straight up. :( that sucks. And my doctor told me no Stress. How the fuck im a suppose to not Stress? :O Im a girl that like to have a lot of things to do at once, I'm living by myself with my cute dog, I see a lot of things that i have to do but i cant stress. I need to vakkum, doing the dishes, doing the laundry, cleaning in my office, and so on. And my doc told me to take it easy the first days at least. Well take it easy for me is doing nothing, laying in bed watching a movie. Well i guess the cleaning and stuff can wait a couple of days don't you think? :P
But saying no stress is like saying no cigarettes for someone that is smoking. A well, gonna take it easy a few days at least. =)

Im having the most amazing dog every anyway, she is taking care of me, laying beside me checking me all the time. Doesn't do much when i'm sick. she is just enjoying my company in bed. =)

Well gonna go and lay down for abit again,

Have a nice day everyone. =) <3


Over and out
~Lily

I bit everywhere again.

Now is everything done with my Ex and i have got my beautiful Dog back. My Beautiful Chihuahua.

Im now living with myself and my dog for now, waiting for my wonderful boyfriend coming over from chicago to live with me. <3 Otherwise i got in on collage here in sweden im gonna specialize as an nurse assistance. So i have 2 years of studying infornt of me now. =)
Im trying to put together an other flirt blog but me and my friend Chilli hasnt been out to try some of them out cuz he has been working his ass off these months. =) 

Im back at owner on the server www.pixelnexus.net to join the website and mc.pixelnexus.net to join the game. Its and minecraft pixelmon server version 3.4.

Well im gonna go now and do some stuff before i go over to my sister to cuddle with the kids. <3

Have a nice days. <3